Positively Negative

I had really annoyed Wayne by criticizing every idea he had, "No that won't work". So at the end of the day I hugged him and apoligized, and said "I am going to make a new goal to be more positive." Then as I let go of hugging him, I said without thinking "but its never going to work." I realized what I had just said, and we both busted up laughing. There is really no hope for me.